To an unforgiving girl

Jingyi,

I remember the first time we fell out. I was lucky you reconsidered and I think your decision, from that moment on, has brought us a lot of wonderful moments. I would be a coward if I didn’t believe those good moments could go on forever, I would be a coward if I didn’t try to tell you what a fool I really have been, and what a bunch of stupid things I’ve said, which I deeply regret. I’m sorry and I would like to keep on being the nice, faithful, affectionate and gentle boyfriend I’ve always been. You know me well already, you’ve known the best and the worse in me.

I think that since we’ve been together, I became a better person, but I also know I did not become a perfect one. For one disastrous moment of drama, I may have put to risk an entire life, but that is not what I wish and that’s why I’m begging you to reconsider one more time, to talk to me again, because I love you and I want to make you happy. And I know I can do that.
I love you and that’s all that matters. I know you love me too.

I won’t upset you anymore. I’m just asking you to reconsider and to follow your heart. Mine is telling me not to forget you and to keep you as my girlfriend forever, because you’re so beautiful (inside and out). You really didn’t deserve my drama and I really apologize.

A kiss from your
Zachary



Friday, January 12, 2018